the books i really want to read right now are a “metaphysics 101” (that enough people on the frontier might endorse) and “rigorous mysticism” (how to calibrate your intuition). These are like the onboarding guides to ORI

https://x.com/DefenderOfBasic/status/1913737079227322686

Douglas Hofstader (I Am A Strange Loop)

The Bible??? (see Matthew Prague)